According to Websters the definition of ENVY is "painful or resentful awareness of an advantage enjoyed by another joined with a desire to possess the same advantage".
I am envious of my friends with children. I know my husband doesn't feel ready for a baby and with me not working its not exactly the best time... I don't like being envious of my friends and family. I hate that I feel this way. I love them and their children so much and can hardly wait until God gives us the experience. I know that having a baby will change things in our lives. So I want to wait until God feels that we are ready for the change. I just wish it was right now :-) So my prayers are for patience and contentment with the wonderful life I have. An amazing husband, family and friends. Husband has a job he enjoys and while I'm not working yet, I am learning more each day about the things I can do with my time. And in January it looks like I'll be going back to school!!! God is truly blessing me and I am so grateful and thankful!
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