Just thinking.

I live a beautiful life. My husband is so supportive of me trying out a new career in childcare and we are immensely blessed to live the life we do. And yet when I see Little Baby Garvin #2 as excited and happy as I am for Jessica, Brandon, and Harper as they expand their family, I cry. And when my friends and family members announce their pregnancies I feel the same. Happy for them, excited for them and immensely jealous. I am working on this. I don't want to feel a pang every time I see these announcements. I know that one day it will be my turn. I know that there is a great reason that we are waiting. And I know that one day, those same friends and family members will be celebrating my child/ren with me when we grow our family. I really don't know how to do this... Growing up I always knew I wanted to be a wife and mother someday. I love being my husband's wife. He's amazing man and I'm so thankful and grateful for him. This is something I pray about. I want to see these announcements and only feel joy. I know I have no reason to be sad. I know that the season we're in now is where we're supposed to be. I know that having a baby, is not something to rush into. So we aren't rushing. I'm not good at waiting patiently. But I am working on it.

And I am looking forward to a wonderful week. I found another park for walking. And I am so excited - I love that I am able to get outside and enjoy this beautiful weather everyday! It is so much better than being stuck inside all day like I used to when I worked at the airport. And little man is doing so much! He'll be 9 months old in a couple of weeks. He's so busy! Crawling all over the place, walking along furniture and he can stand on his own for a few seconds. His babbling sounds are beginning to sound like words! I honestly can't think of a better way to spend my days! And I've been scouring the web and of course Pinterest to find new activities for us. That's all for now! Have a great week people!